15 months, 85 exams, 5 simulated patient events, and +2000 hours spent in Room 201 later, I can FINALLY say that I am finished with my didactic year! Even though I have a LONG way to go, I can finally check this accomplishment off in my small career to becoming a Physician Assistant.
In less than a week, I start my
first rotation, which will be in the EMERGENCY ROOM! For those who do not know,
I spent 4 years in the ER prior to PA school, and I love it! So, I am super
excited (and nervous) about this rotation.
These past 15 months have been
filled with so many ups and downs. They have been filled with new friendships,
which I will cherish for the rest of my life, and as well as failed
relationships, which have been nothing but a learning experience. I have finally
found out who and what I want to be, and I am in the midst of becoming the
woman that I am finally proud of and the woman that GOD wants me to be. These
past 15 months have been spent me studying countless hours, but the stuff that
were the most valuable was not taught in the classroom nor found in a textbook.
I have learned to let go, to love again, and to finally love myself. I have
learned to speak up to defend myself and others, and I have learned to
look at the world at a different perspective. I have let go of a lot of my
jejune beliefs, and I have become more open-minded that there is more to life
than how good your sew-in is laid and if your face is beat to the gods (it's
still important but I can go without those things if need be, lol).

I am now in
a position to help others and inspire others to go after their dreams. I am so
humbled that there are so many people, whom are complete strangers, who reach
out to me daily asking for advice and kind words of encouragement. Thank you
guys so much for the support! I would NOT be able to get through this without
you guys. People who were once strangers have become friends and family, and it
is so amazing how social media have brought complete strangers together to
encourage, uplift and inspire others!

In less than 1 week, I start my
first rotation, and a little under a year, I graduate. Though I have learned a
lot in these past 15 months, I will never stop learning. When I start
rotations, I will continue to learn. When I start practicing, I will continue
to learn, and even when I retire, I will continue to learn. Like Albert
Einstein said, "Once you stop learning, you start dying."
--- Ambz xoxo
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